Friday, January 11, 2008

This post was done during last year nov/dec holidays.
Somebody might have seen this before,
I have finally post what i kept deep in my heart le
I love you all along <3
even if you hate me, i still loves you alots

this is the last post for me
before school ends this year.
hais alot of things happen
i might as well hope
one day, i leave this world :D
dun worry no silly things for me

its being 1 year 5 months andand 13 days with you
did you know that? i'm sure not :/
we always never celebrate this days
although on the special day
i will wish you happy anii
if not will you remember? hais.
i hoped we will have one day to celebrate together ;x
which i think is impossible.

i have being crying nearly everyday.
thinking about what jerene had told me
i did not told you that
as i know you dislike girls crying
i did not blame you.
even if you dun not concern about me
i still take it.
whenever a girl cry, the person which she need most is always not there
those boys will think is their fault for making the girl cry

nobody is prefect. i am not too.
if one day, you have fallen for another girl
andand you want to leave me
i wun force you to stay by my side anymore.
i just want you to be happy [:
but i will still be loving you till the end of time <3
i still be waiting for you.
andand i hoped you know thats

there's was always no chats no messages
unlike the past*
i not ask you to pei me all the times
but i just hoped you can spare a thought for me
whenever i saw yours actions.
you treated as if i does not exist in this world
whats more, i just forces those hurtfulness
in my heart, not wanting to burst them out

everyone ask me what happen
i did not even want to tell them
i am afraid they will come after you and ask you questions
you will be even more fan.
i dun want those unhappy moments to repeat again ]:

i love you.
andand i hoped you just spend a litte time with me
course i hate being alone

i changed for you alots of time
and if this time, you ask me to change again
i am willing to change for you!
i will treasure those times with you <3
cause if you suddenly ask me to break with you
the love will be gone and it never be back again ]:

i promise you that i wun say the word!
my lips are sealed! i hoped you too.
PLEASE DUN TAKE MY SUNSHINE AWAY!
I LOVE YOU LOTS ! I REALLY DO !